JOFFY VARIAS

Being sieged by the broken past,

That demands surrender.

How am I going to last,

If I'm no longer a defender?

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Series of memories of atrocity,

That always end up gray.

How can I think freely,

If my mind has turned astray?

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I tried to get rid of it,

But it keeps on coming back.

Reminding that I'm a misfit,

Afraid to cast the first attack.

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Overwhelmed by the power of darkness,

Once with eagle eye, now sightless and blind.

A man who used to stand with prowess,

Now on bended knee, restricted and bound.

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Am I afraid to take the salvation,

That will assuage my fear?

Or just afraid of indignation,

That's why I let myself to sear?

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I've decided not to lift my hand,

Filled myself with eternal lies,

I have chosen to be drowned,

And breathing has been my disguise.